Thursday, February 28, 2013

Can one be successful in life while suffering migraines?

I have been suffering from migraines since....hmmm...I think about 5th grade. I remember waking up one morning with the worst headache and my eyes were burning it was so painful. Since that day they have pretty much interrupted my life.

Hormones & food are my main trigger, however I have been able to go for 3-4 months with no migraines. During those headache free breaks I have been pretty consistent with my exercise routine and also eat cleaner and lower fat.

This is my first headache in almost 5 months. I took a topple down the stairs 4 days ago and also have not been exercising or eating good for close to a month and my water intake is lower than I would like.

I work with a lot of highly sensitive and creative folks who get migraines....but I don't see them missing as much work as I do because of them.
I can not take any migraine medication....I've tried a lot of them. Imitrex, Replax, Maxalt and Migranal and they have all the same side effect for me....racing heart beat, made my headache worse, made all of my appendages tingle etc. I have also tried beta blockers and due to my multiple kidney stones I can not take a lot of the preventative medications.
I do not want to be on medication for the rest of my life for this, the side effects seems horrendous. No Thanks!

As 2013 is my growth year, I am hoping that I learn more about my disease/disorder - (yes the AMA considers this a disease and has no cure.)
I am hoping that I can get these under control where I can live a life where I am not afraid that it's going to trigger another migraine and miss more work.
Im going to put positive vibes out there, I will get back on my exercise regime and eat better and cleaner.
Every time I get a migraine I feel like I have taken like 10 steps back, it makes me feel week in character, it makes me feel like a failure and it makes me really down.

I do not like to travel too far from home because I am afraid one is going to happen and I can not do anything to manage it.

So this leads me to this question.....can one be successful in life while suffering from migraines?



Saturday, February 23, 2013

Good things are happening...

One - people have been pinning my work into their boards on Pinterest. It's just a few pcs of my work, but nonetheless I'm very happy.
Two - In my just for fun Spoonflower store, I have already received comments on 2 pcs of work I put in there.
Three - I was asked to put art in at our work sponsored art show. I really don't have anything ready. But Im sure I can put something together. Im not committed to this...not even a teeny bit.
Four - I paid off one my three credit cards. Credit cards are evil, I'm 36 and just now figuring that out...







Sunday, February 3, 2013

I set up a Spoonflower store.

Yes I set up a Spoonflower store. 

http://www.spoonflower.com/profiles/fluffypants007






Tuesday, January 29, 2013

Getting a bit more gutsy...I posted a few older things I did in Pinterest

Yes I know they are older things, some are newer within the last few years. Im fishing to see what happens...

I've been down with the flu that everyone has, I've been trying to avoid it...but I guess not...







Sunday, January 13, 2013

Tile Deck app for Ipad - can't stop making patterns!

I have been playing with this app called Tile Deck available in the app store in Itunes. So much fun!
It offers 3 different tile configurations, triangle, diamond and a square. You color in the shape and then pick on the repeat patterns, kaleidoscope, mirror, zig zag, flip etc. The app is a couple of bucks, but totally worth it!







Saturday, January 5, 2013

Home interiors & Spoonflower

When I get back to Northern Cali, Im going to start working on a handmade collection of home prints. I love interior/home prints, Ive always wanted to cover a rococo style chair in one of my fabric designs. I think I will add this to  my 2013 to do list...

I've been playing around on www.spoonflower.com with the wallpapers....I can't wait to finalize my designs and then stick them up on the wall!!
















Friday, January 4, 2013

My word for the year....Growth

I borrowed this concept from another blog.

I am starting this year by choosing a word to guide me.

Growth.

I will live this word to the fullest. I am still working through things (since the 2011 shit show) and I'm sure I will still be working through them well into 2013.
This will be a year of "going for it" and seeing what happens and where the road goes.

There is no other way to grow unless you challenge yourself and try things. I have spent the last two years afraid of change and spent the last two years living such a regimented routine that I found it terrifying if I deviated from it.

2013 will be a new year of new beginnings and growth.